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My Mistake

            Firstly I want to say apologize to my lecture Dr. Tan Wee Hoe is teaching me in Design Aesthetics and to all my friend because I waste your all time when I lose my blog and I do the blog in the class  design aesthetics by using time of you study and listen the lecture by Dr.Tan. One more I want to says sorry to all my friend because I careless about my blog. I hope Dr.tan and all my friend can forgive me give me one more chance. I am just a normal human is cannot run from doing the mistake.

In this I want to explain and to tell you all why I lost my blog. Actually , I didn’t do it on purpose. For your all information I actually has one problem in memories my password. This is because I have a lot to thinks. For example I need to thinks the my finance ,my family,  my fiancé and my study. For you information I also cannot remember my ATM password , my ic numbers , my matrix card , my own number fhone and so many more. This not like I want to forget my password , it just I have a lot thinks that concern high priority. Other than that I have a lot of password to remember. Very many password I have to memories like my ATM password , my   ic numbers , my mother number and so on but sometimes I also lose it all because I am very cannot remember the name of numbers. Like my Dr.Tan says I think I got one disease the name like FOBIA. I thinks I am phobia in memories the password or numbers. That’s is my weakness. Actually I also already thinks a lot of ways to remembers my password such as doing the solat hajat , take medicine increase my memory , drinks many fruit juice , drinks lot of hot water and so many more. But it still same. I also went to see doctor to tell about my problem but the doctor cannot help me and him just give me the medicine. Until now I still do not found ways to resolve my problems. Have someone can help me to solve my problem? Please help me…

I also want to tell Dr.Tan and my friend why I cannot memories because I always sad and depressed with my private problem. I am the normal human is cannot run away from have problem. Such problem my own family, my mother is work alone at villages and my brothers and sisters was still small and need more attention from me. I also need to thinks about my businesses at my village. I also need to count my salary, my friend salary and my cost to run my business at village. For your information, at my village I have do it one business. My business is open the shop to repair phone and electronic things. Sometimes I also wonder how I become like this because none of my family have this kind of problem. I already find many alternative to overcome my problem such as searching internet and eating vitamin. From my research based on the internet, I find seven reasons how human cannot memorize. Such as drinks water between eating , drinks the water is content have ants , other than that human cannot memorize is eating the onion , this syndrome can happen when if we always lough , smokings , take drugs and drinks alcohol. And from that research I made a conclusion I didn’t become a forget full person because of this reason. This is because I didn’t do such the thing in my life and for you all information I very allergic in smoking.

Based on my research , I also found the ways to not become a forget full person. The ways is by watching less entertainment show , reduce reading entertainment magazines. Other than that we need to take less cold drink , less laugh. Based on that also we advised  do not eat internal organs of animal such as “hati , limpa jantung paru-paru and so many more”. Other than that , we also cannot to eat the head of fish because head of fish can make we lost and becaome the forget full person. We also cannot drinks the water was content the ants. From that research also tell we cannot sleep after prayers subuh and cannot sleep after prays asar. Other than that we also cannot sleep after eat because by sleep after eat , it will the person become the forget full person. From that’s also we also advice for do not be a egoist person because that was a not good thing. Other than that, in cooking we also cannot use the oil for twice in the cooking because the oil will lost their own protein and carbohydrate in that cooking because we use that for two time. According from the scientific research the oil was use by two time will cause the person cannot memorize and become forget full person. We also advice to not eat something containing have non halal things. From that research I was follow the all of the steps to help me overcome this problem but I had failed. I says that because that way also cannot help me to overcome my problem and still I now I still cannot remember or memorize. Somebody help me please?. I have do a lot of things, do the lot of alternative to find the way to overcome my problems.

Before I end this I would like to tell Dr.Tan and to all my friend , I very regret with my own self. I want to says apologise to my lecture and to all my friend because me you all late start the lecture yesterday. I also want says to wan shairazi because help me doing my blog in class yesterday and also want to thanks for one more time to wan shairazi because he also help me to write down this paper to shown why I become like this and to say apologise to all my friend and my lecture. i hope Dr. Tan and all my friend will accept my apologise  and help me to resolve my problem. HELP ME!!!